Year 2019

Ye saal to kuch alag sa hi beeta h,
Lagta h jese koi medan yudh ka jeeta h,
Vo january me hi to uska zikar hua tha,
Vo february me khayal usko dhundne ka hua tha,
Vo march me usse fir baat ho gyi,
Vo April me fir usse mulakaat ho gyi,
Vo may me mene usko fir jaan liya tha,
Or june me uske sbse kareeb paa liya tha,
Vo july me usko kuch rutha sa paya tha,
Vo august me fir se usne mujhpr apna hak jataya tha,
mujhe khokr fir apna bnaya tha,
Fir september me bus ek matlabi insan nazar aa rha tha,
kuch such uske or mujhe ab vo kuch alag sa nazar aa rha tha,
Fir october me usne apni asliyat dikhai,
mujhe block krke meri uski zindagi me aukaat dikhai,
Fir november me bus uski yaado se hi ki thi ladai,
kyuki vo to rutha hi rha mil kr bhi or me jaan hi na skki baat ki gehraai,
fir mujhe ignore krke anjan sa ban gya tha,
Or such pucho to ab vo khudki hi harkato ke karan dil se utar gya tha,
Ab akhri december h aya,
umeed thi vo aayega pr uska ek pegaam h aaya,
vo ho chuka h kisi or ka usne ki h sagai,
Or ye kya itni badi baat usne mujhse h chupai,
me anjan thi ki vo kisi or ka ni hoga
pr ye kya vo to mera na tha na kbhi hoga,
ab kash ye saal meri zindagi se chupa lu Or rakh kr bhul jau khi ya mitti me dabba du,
pr kash esa ho skta mere sth
or kash bhul kr sari yaade de paati naye saal ka saath,
ab bhagwan kre tu yaad na aaye mujhko Or meri zindagi se kya ruh se nikaal pau me tujhko…
~anjali by @Nagma_lafzo_ka

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