Are you finding yourself lost don’t think so but yes I do think that
Stop breaking yourself into pieces for some other person. Stop making yourself feel so small everyday. Stop being a food for their ego in the name of love. The first time when they hurt you, you might have believed their reasons. But if people hurt you again and again and give you only excuses and reasons for it, stop thinking that they will grow up someday. When a person wants to grow, they try at the very least. It doesn’t happen overnight, it doesn’t happen later. It doesn’t happen when they are old. It happens when they want it to happen. You might have so many flaws too, but if those flaws do not cause wounds to other people, then you should know that you cannot keep belittling yourself and thinking that they accept you for who you are and so should you. It is not your duty, darling, to fix the things that want to remain broken.
Stop settling for the hopes that have been hopes for as long as you can remember, dear darling. You are worthy of all the things in the world. You are worthy of something wild and pure. You deserve to be taken care of, and talked nicely to. Stop giving up all of that for people who haven’t earned a place in your life. Your love isn’t free, you give and take. Unconditional doesn’t mean that they are allowed to hurt you and empty you while you sit there and write poetry for them. Stop staying because it will hurt when you leave. It will hurt for a while, and then there will be so beautiful days that you will almost forget what you left behind. Do not settle for all those half-loves. Do not do this to yourself. When you accept yourself, you hug the parts of you that you have never appreciated much. Realize that nothing in this world should make you feel like you don’t deserve all the happiness, like you don’t belong to a better place.
Know that you deserve all the things raw and fierce, darling, know that you are enough.
𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙.