Now it is fading,
My hope is degrading,
My eyes are still waiting,
But my mind has started hating!
My heart is wishing something else,
At night my eyes daily get drench,
The wait is too deep and long,
But now my soul declared me wrong!
My brain stimulates that you will never come,
In my deep depressions I even drank the rum,
I know I am getting addicted to my hope,
But I am not able to terminate your loop!
The more I try the more I memorise,
In all this I am unable to rise,
I did all but end up killing my own soul,
You consumed my old self as a whole!
And now it all faded,
In the immense heat,
Of your beautiful memories,
Which makes me freeze!!