Dear you

Someone I don’t what to address

Our college friends used to call us tom and jerry . Today, in god’s all honesty, I want to tell them how wrong they were because tom and jerry didn’t leave each other unlike us.

It’s been over 7 months that I last saw you and over 7 months that I last heard your voice. I never knew that you did not get me and what was my purpose to you.
Is it too much to ask for?

There are hundreds of things that were left unsaid and there’s always a flashback of uncountable memories which go round and round in front of my eyes whenever someone takes your name.

Even though we had fought earlier and have had stopped talking to each other but there was always some or the loophole which made us come back to each other.
But this time, I don’t think you have left to come back and I don’t think anything can bring you back to me because leaving, this time, doesn’t have a reason. You just woke up one day and decided to leave.
I think the bracelets we bought for each other and gifted one another will never get to see each other ever again as the ‘bracelet buddies’ arent ‘buddies’ anymore. Yes, it’s tragic!

Without you, days have become continuous heartaches and memories have become a never-ending train of tears. I wish I could stop you and tell you how much you mean to me but you banged the door of separation on my face and killed every mode of communication this time.

Quite honestly, now, I like friendship just in F.R.I.E.N.D.S because at least when they said “I’ll be there for you”, they meant it unlike us.
But hey, even if you decide to come back someday, remember I’ll be standing there, just behind the door for you to hug me back.

Chandler to your Joey.